The past few days...

Well the past few days have been strange to say the least, went to meet with one of the employers. Didn't seem like that many people at work knew what had happened yet, a manager asked me to take a seat in the waiting bar and told me that they were filming for a pilot of a new show "Would you mind if they filmed it? It won't be televised or anything". Due to the overwhelming guilt plus the worry of actually facing them I agreed.

Speaking with my former employer was strange, she was more upset then angry. Of course I understood why - it was just strange to see tears welling up in her eyes. I explained everything as honestly as I could and gave her the money made (£1300 by this point). We agreed that a further £700 was paid by Tuesday and a few days later it was agreed that I can pay £2500 month by month until the end of January. Its over....so I thought...

...on Monday I was in for a shock, some of the younger employees I worked with started a group online with one of these social networks. It had my name, photos of me and a little speech saying all kinds of things ( I will post up a copy one day). I'm not sure if I was angry or hurt, I knew full well that in a way I had asked for this....just didn't expect it to be so blatant. I reported the group to the network and the Optimist informed the employer about what had happened. She had a word with the people involved and the group was taken down that morning. I later found out that my former manager is telling everyone how nasty I am etc etc. The people who know me understand me and that's all that matters. I am still worried as to what other repercussions are going to be involved but as for now getting a new job is the main priority.